I think I might begin to get used to this silent inactivity and just focus on things I’ve ALWAYS wanted and being with God. Like the scar treatment program. This is not the first time. Yet I crave family and friends, warmth, love, care. I’m simply pretty worn out trying to reach everyone in Singapore. And realise there’s only so much I can say and only so much I can do to keep in touch with EVERYone.

This huge burst of urge to go home and seep into my SG life suddenly disappears as my life is muted into peace and quietness here. As long as I don’t get too much trouble, too much difference in my current life, I guess I’m happy to work on things that have always mattered to me but just was too distracted to get started or even to finish it. I think that is the main reason.


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