Problem: Cannot finish work. Used all weekend. Still cannot finish.
Me: Righteous. In Christ. Good. God’s Favorite.
Problem: Can’t find a job. Bleak future.
Me: God’s Favorite. God’s favor adorns me. 
Translation to Non-Christians:
I was beating myself up so much I had to find some way to separate me and the problem. So I started taking the problem out of me like a chewing gum away from the ground and describe it. Describing it gave it some form and shape. It also allows me to put a finger at it, to box it up, instead of having some harmless fear clouding my head and eyes.
And then when I looked at myself, I saw myself good. That made me feel better. But what empowers that “feeling of good” is when God’s approval comes in. He says I am good. He says so. And not because of whether I finished the work or not. But because … (Christians know the secret *wink* ) What more can I ask for. This is eternal salvation man.
So instead of being in stress, I was In Christ.
Posted by Fiona on April 20, 2008 at 1:42 am
hello! chanced upon your blog… your language is as artistic as you are… haha… bet you mux be enjoying urself in US. take care!
Posted by yflcsandi on April 21, 2008 at 12:14 am
Hi fiona, so surprised to see u here. Oh thanks.. just shooting off the top of my head. hehe. Yes I’m in US, thanks, you take care too!